Why do I dream Im a cyborg?

Not only that I have telekinesis. I can levitate and even fly plus I can change my body into liquid. Nothing seems to harm me and I can self heal but at a price of drinking intravenous blood from a dying man usually from his mouth like a blood drinking kiss but I have a tongue that acts like a suction to draw the blood out. When a Master is chosen they can be rescued by injecting a by product out of my fingers healing he or she. I have dreamed like this for years.